

AnniversaryIts been one year thats it?Anniversary
just one... One year from that fateful day that changed my life.
Yours too.
something that changed who i was.
As you were laying in my bed holding me close when i decided thats what i wanted.
Werent u supossed to keep me from doing things im not sposed to.
Didnt you love me.
Well i guess if you truely loved me you would want to be that close.
Your ice cold hands are now on my bare back and i cant help but shiver You're wispering in my ear are you sure? Yes i am. i was.
Just an hour later i watched you leave
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heartfelt apologyFor every thing i have done i am sorry.heartfelt apology
for the pain i have caused
and your heart i have broken i apologize. I ask for another chance
even though i do not expect one. I need to know will you forgive me? I forgive you for pain you caused me. Attempts to move on have failed. relatonships failed for lack of love...of them. The word makes everything worse.
At times I wonder what things would be like
if we were still together. Would we walk down the hall hand in hand? Would i still feel safe in your arms?
Would we be just as much in love as we were then? &nbs


why?so everyone has problemswhy?
some worse than others
everyone needs help sometimes
take it when its offered
whether you like it or not
take it
why refuse those who care
why refuse those who pretend they do
why hold on for so long just to find out that they dont want to be with you
why hang on just to be hurt
why does everyone do things they know will end in pain
why cant people just let go
why do people decide not to love
just because they dont want to get hurt
why lie to


suicidal tearshiding in a corner. cowering. afraid of my own thoughts. he lingers on my mind.suicidal tears
these tears wait on my lids for just the right time to jump. he passes by... she has him its sickening
to see her with him
him with her
the time has come
their backs are turned those sucidal tears
each one sacrificing itself for my sorrow


Beyond the Piercing NightThe Love of my Life, One Day to be my Wife, The Only i hold so Close to Me, Her Burning Desire is the Key. She can bring my Heart to Bay, And I can only Pray, That she will be the One some Day,Beyond the Piercing Night
To heal my Old Wounds Dismay. Building on what used to Be, Broken Dreams and Calamity. Creating Anew this Eternal Bond, And Saying "I Do", Sailing into Life Beyond. Passing by Sark Memories, Throwing them all into the Breeze. Letting go of past Mistakes, Looking back at all the Fakes. All that Matters in this World,
Are the Two of Us, And
Abuse
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As long as im living my baby you'll be
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As long as im living my baby you'll be
that make me happy
Your gallery is so tender
Have a nice day
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As long as im living my baby you'll be
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